happy or sad..

im full of emotions now..cant decide which is happy which is sad..i can say that i am happy n i can say that i am sad too..hmmmm,consider it as multi feelings..happy sad time..i cried the tears at the same time i laugh it out loud..whats that mean..oh i know..im so stress!..

hmm..i have no idea..

am i doing something bad..am i abuse myself for something that i dont really into it..am i doing the right thing..am i..am i..am i..so many am i..
am i trying so hard but then i couldnt work it out..hmm..i have no idea..
what shud i do..i have no idea..im so confuse..
my mistake to let myself involved in this games..huwaaaa...