My heart say..

I wish....

I wish i could crySo i won’t feel numbI won’t feel a burden inside my heartI can let it outI wish i could stop smilingI smile too muchI smile until people confuse with my feelingWhether i’m happy or notEven i amI wish I could scream and shout and feelI wish I could jump off the cliff and know that I would surviveI really wish the happiness is mine foreverSo i won’t wish all the wishes i wish beforeI wishI wish i could cry but i can’t..

snippets

"DANCE as though no one is watching you. "
"LOVE as though you've never been hurt before."
"SING as though no one can hear you."
"And LIVE...as though Heaven is on Earth."

my new hair style...

i feel bored with my old hair style and it become less year by year..am i doing the rite decision of changing the style?..it will effect my whole appearance..oh no!..im scared to face the world if the decision is a mistake..pity myself..i've already discussed it with my mum and she said ok..im the one who unsecured with the decision..i also asked the hairdresser,whether the style go well with me..she said 'ya the style will make u look better than what u r now'..hmm, sound jahat sikit,kutuk i depan2..dont know yet la..let me think again..its a big change and it effect my entire life..

2009-another year with full of hope...

2008 has left us..welcome a new 2009 for better hope..there's so much i want to do in this year..hmm,hopefully i can complete all my wish for 2009..i want to be a new me,new life, new for everything..welcome to new me!...

to all my dearest friends..HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

~love~
k.dila

Rindu...

rindunye dengan Uitm, walaupun hari2 nampak...rindunye dengan scul masscomm...rindunye dengan tangge and car park kt scul...rindu dengan org ofis yang kadang2 ok, kadang2 x ok...rindunye dengan bau scul yang x thu bau ape...rindunye dengan lecturer2 yang ade kt situ...rindu ngan class, whiteboard, n mcm2 lagi yang dirindui...paling dirindui wajah2 and gelagat kwan2...semue terbayang di mate...if i could turn back time...

Rindu...

rindunye dengan Uitm, walaupun hari2 nampak...rindunye dengan scul masscomm...rindunye dengan tangge and car park kt scul...rindu dengan org ofis yang kadang2 ok, kadang2 x ok...rindunye dengan bau scul yang x thu bau ape...rindunye dengan lecturer2 yang ade kt situ...rindu ngan class, whiteboard, n mcm2 lagi yang dirindui...paling dirindui wajah2 and gelagat kwan2...semue terbayang di mate...if i could turn back time...

I hate this feelin...

i dont know why i had this feelin today...it realy hate it so much...it kills me inside and i feel so weak...i want to breath without this feelin...i want to live the day without this feelin...bencinyer...x suke!!! x suke!!! x suke!!!...please!!!!!!!!! stop haunting me...or i will k*** u...