have i fall in love with him or i love him or its just a greedy love towards him...

i never expect i will feel this kind of feeling towards him..i never realize this feeling..when i started to realize this feeling,i hardly breath,i lost my focus on work n daily life..i don't know when this feeling get in to me..if i know this feeling will cause me so much pain,i will build a wall around me n chase it away..n i will never have this feeling..now i live my life with this feeling..never ending feeling towards him..

i dont understand..what happened to me..

i dont really understand what happened to me..i think im mature enough to face all the things and i cant except anything with positively..without any bad feelings..its so funny me..i cant believe that i can acting like this in my age..hahaha..hmmm,but i still feel that im still young..so go to the hell with that feeling..:(

im waiting for smeone to sing me this song..

(Where Do I Begin) Love Story

Where do I begin
To tell the story of how great a love can be
The sweet love story that is older than the sea
The simple truth about the love she brings to me
Where do I start

With her first hello
She gave new meaning to this empty world of mine
There'd never be another love, another time
She came into my life and made the living fine
She fills my heart

She fills my heart with very special things
With angels songs , with wild imaginings
She fills my soul with so much love
That anywhere I go Im never lonely
With her around, who could be lonely
I reach for her hand-its always there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know Ill need her till the stars all burn away
And shell be there

How long does it last
Can love be measured by the hours in a day
I have no answers now but this much I can say
I know Ill need her till the stars all burn away
And shell be there

hmm..this song is so meaningful..i've listen to this song since my youngest age lagi..daddy n mummy nyanyi lagu ni..then uncle n aunty..till now pun masih suke ngan lagu ni..so saye sedang menunggu siape yg akan nyanyi kan lagu ni untuk saye..

saye rase saye suke die..

die lain dari yang lain yang saye pernah kenal..saye suke ape yang die buat dan saye suke care die..tapi akan ade yang menghalang..hmmm,masih panjang lagi untuk mengetahui ape kesudahannya..but im ok..die antara pilihan yang diberi..tapi saye masih mengharapkan yang lebih baik dan lebih dari die..yang tak mempunyai halangan-halangan yang harus ditempuhi..:)

saye bosan dalam gembire..

hmm..minggu yang kesekian kalinye saye bosan..tapi saye gembire..

finally saye bejaye jgak tukar saye nye background...huhuhu

saye dh bejaye tukar background,tapi ade bende yang cam hilang..bnyak kene explore..x pe esok2 saye akan buat lagi..yang penting saye dah thu nk buat cam ner..hehehe..;)

another celebrity crush..lalala..;)

hmm..i sgt suke berperasaan begini..saye sgt suke kt die..gorgeous,handsome,comel,baik,sopan santun,n mcm2 lagi yg trbaik ade dlam diri die..thats what i see..hehehe..yang pastinya saye rase sgt jatuh cinta ngan die..hahaha..shame on me..kt sini saye nk bgthu yg saye sgt suke dan jatuh cinta dngan die..saye nk die semalam,arini,esok dan selamanye..i suke uuuu...;)